| “I know that you believe you understand what you think I said, but I'm not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant.” There are so many things that are going on.. so much of drama.. politics.. confusions.. mistakes.. misapprehensions .. a state of mental & physical disarray is what i believe it is.. there are things i cant describe.. things that i dont know about.. i write without rhymes.. thinking about things.. starting form things that admire you for one's beauty.. a piece of garland or even a chaplet.. a perfect example of lulu's.. to a piece of carcass lying aloof.. so dead.. so numb.. a though process begins with the questions.. why do i need to rhyme.. why do i need to make sense.. is this want i want.. why another mistake.. No need to rhyme when I have the poem inside me Lifting above the surface, then falling without care A ghost breathing in time with me Leaving the ache inside more empty than before What defines the lines of my sadness? What makes the feeling of wanting to fade? I still have yet to learn how to break away from everything Because the steps are taken harshly as they walk all over me .. Tears of pain fall forever They can't help the fever Can't kill the flame inside No good within can abide All to live for consumed Everything that once fueled The vivid person I knew Is now gone like the dew ..
Tears crumble down my
cheeks.
My mouth moves but I don't speak.
Hold my breath and count to ten.
Open my eyes, tears roll down again.
I Would tell You It's Fine
While filled with pain
Spreading into my spine
I won't Smile at You Again
You Can tell I am Fading
Only when, I start to shake
Nothing would be aching
When I let go and Break
Surrounded by the lies
Those lies made by you
You are the reason I survive
And Reach Places, With No Clue..
i tried to change.. change all that has been happening.. to make a new move.. to have a new start.. to forget the past.. to light up a new lamp.. make this a fresh new dew.. with no mourning over my pain.. with just laughter to seal my tears..
and there are things i would not tell you just for the fact i dont want to blame you.. still there is so much left unsaid.. stories left untold.. with no remarks
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Tuesday, May 24, 2011
confusion..
Sunday, May 22, 2011
SYM-MUN 2011
Finally the day had arrived. Symmun was here.. we all had worked very hard to make this happen..
going here & there , asking for permissions, seeing all the work was done properly , seeing the selections, collections , registrations.. finally all the hard work paid of. yes we all did put up a great show. :D
20th may
Mr Rawandale & Ms Rineeta Naik enlightened us with their speeches & made us more enthusiastic about this event.
Sherbir Panag, Koshtub Vohra, Milind Sharma & Suvojit sir were on the executive board. All these people were quite different from what we had imagined. They told us not to greet them by calling them sir , they were more friendly & helpful. Helped us with all our problems, gave us advices on how to improve on where we lacked.
They were strict , they were sweet. They were mixture of various charisma's. They all had something or the other
that we could imbibe in us. They were just more than seniors, they were people whom we admire.
They taught us to be organised, to be effective, to be strict & sweet at the same time , their fluency of their speech & their charismatic persona's left imprints on our thoughts..
The event was a great success though it was our 1st official MUN we all enjoyed it to the core & we all are hoping to do wonders in the National MUN.
Now talking about the organizing team that consisted if Palash, Mayank, Aadya, Jaideep & myself we all were able to put up a great show & make our college proud..
We all were great friends at the end of the MUN including the executive board , clicking pictures & going out together, chit chatting , exchanging our views it was a great experience.
The ending couldnt have got better Mr Manohar sharing his knowledge with us on the Indo-Pak issues & about the International affairs.
& not to forget Mr krisshna who came as a Ip guest made the informal IP session great fun, his one liners, his ideas made Ip sessions one that nobody wanted to miss. :P
Though he hardly knew people from our college but he was friends with everybody at the end. :)
congratulations to all the delegates & the managing team.
A vote of thanks to the executive board & our beloved director sir without whom this event could have never taken place.
Cheers & people pull your socks up for the National MUN :)
Wishing all of you luck.
going here & there , asking for permissions, seeing all the work was done properly , seeing the selections, collections , registrations.. finally all the hard work paid of. yes we all did put up a great show. :D
20th may
Mr Rawandale & Ms Rineeta Naik enlightened us with their speeches & made us more enthusiastic about this event.
Sherbir Panag, Koshtub Vohra, Milind Sharma & Suvojit sir were on the executive board. All these people were quite different from what we had imagined. They told us not to greet them by calling them sir , they were more friendly & helpful. Helped us with all our problems, gave us advices on how to improve on where we lacked.
They were strict , they were sweet. They were mixture of various charisma's. They all had something or the other
that we could imbibe in us. They were just more than seniors, they were people whom we admire.
They taught us to be organised, to be effective, to be strict & sweet at the same time , their fluency of their speech & their charismatic persona's left imprints on our thoughts..
The event was a great success though it was our 1st official MUN we all enjoyed it to the core & we all are hoping to do wonders in the National MUN.
Now talking about the organizing team that consisted if Palash, Mayank, Aadya, Jaideep & myself we all were able to put up a great show & make our college proud..
We all were great friends at the end of the MUN including the executive board , clicking pictures & going out together, chit chatting , exchanging our views it was a great experience.
The ending couldnt have got better Mr Manohar sharing his knowledge with us on the Indo-Pak issues & about the International affairs.
& not to forget Mr krisshna who came as a Ip guest made the informal IP session great fun, his one liners, his ideas made Ip sessions one that nobody wanted to miss. :P
Though he hardly knew people from our college but he was friends with everybody at the end. :)
congratulations to all the delegates & the managing team.
A vote of thanks to the executive board & our beloved director sir without whom this event could have never taken place.
Cheers & people pull your socks up for the National MUN :)
Wishing all of you luck.
Sunday, May 8, 2011
7th May , SET exam :D:D
1st time in the history of SLS, Noida both saturday & sunday were given an off.. woohhooo.. :D
6th May last class, Mr. Rawandale enters our class : Shanker , Palash , Purvasha & Aadya meet me at 2:30.
we all were thinking now what is it about & then we see its not just us, we have 9 more students who are joining the meeting.
& then he says : i have chosen you to be a volunteer for the SET exam tomorrow. Meet me positively at 8 in the morning in formals & it will last not late but around 5 pm.. We all were like why on earth he is doing it with us? Ruining our saturday morning sleep :P
Blah as if we had choices :P
Next morning all of us ready in formals were addressing students & answering their weird questions
1. do you have a pen?? (how could you come without a pen???)
2. hey i haven given the law exam in the morning shift , i have an engineering exam in the afternoon shift so should i give it? (oh stupid go & ask your parents , why asking us?) :P
.. after all the work got over , we were invigilating them :P:P ohh yess.. 1st year students were a part of flying squad :P not officially though :P
We caught students cheating , we stopped them from cheating :P we laughed our heads out when we saw them tensed :P:P thinking as if we would really throw them out :P
Walking in those heels hurts real bad but it could not stop us having the gala time of our life's :P
asking students as directed by sir , have you submitted your OMR sheets?
we got the weirdest of the answers :
1. hey whats that eh??
2. oh shit i didn't.. i thought we could take it home :P
hahhaahahha we all could not stop our laughter.
Sitting at the help desk & helping students out.. it was nice to see , oh yes we are the pilot batch , but it created a different feeling when we saw them sitting in our class rooms , our benches..
never knew this place would have such an effect that too in just 6 months
i dont know whats going to happen after 5 years..
Thank you so much rawandale sir, for giving us such an opportunity we all loved each an every moment of it..
expecting more now :D:D
6th May last class, Mr. Rawandale enters our class : Shanker , Palash , Purvasha & Aadya meet me at 2:30.
we all were thinking now what is it about & then we see its not just us, we have 9 more students who are joining the meeting.
& then he says : i have chosen you to be a volunteer for the SET exam tomorrow. Meet me positively at 8 in the morning in formals & it will last not late but around 5 pm.. We all were like why on earth he is doing it with us? Ruining our saturday morning sleep :P
Blah as if we had choices :P
Next morning all of us ready in formals were addressing students & answering their weird questions
1. do you have a pen?? (how could you come without a pen???)
2. hey i haven given the law exam in the morning shift , i have an engineering exam in the afternoon shift so should i give it? (oh stupid go & ask your parents , why asking us?) :P
.. after all the work got over , we were invigilating them :P:P ohh yess.. 1st year students were a part of flying squad :P not officially though :P
We caught students cheating , we stopped them from cheating :P we laughed our heads out when we saw them tensed :P:P thinking as if we would really throw them out :P
Walking in those heels hurts real bad but it could not stop us having the gala time of our life's :P
asking students as directed by sir , have you submitted your OMR sheets?
we got the weirdest of the answers :
1. hey whats that eh??
2. oh shit i didn't.. i thought we could take it home :P
hahhaahahha we all could not stop our laughter.
Sitting at the help desk & helping students out.. it was nice to see , oh yes we are the pilot batch , but it created a different feeling when we saw them sitting in our class rooms , our benches..
never knew this place would have such an effect that too in just 6 months
i dont know whats going to happen after 5 years..
Thank you so much rawandale sir, for giving us such an opportunity we all loved each an every moment of it..
expecting more now :D:D
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