6 months back I met this stranger who became a close friend. The friendship that we shared was rather amusing; the trust that developed in such a short span was something which was new to me. The confessions of this cherish able friendship were from both the sides…
Time was passing quickly and we were getting closer to each other, both of us knew that we had no future but nothing came in-between our friendship and we kept on moving.
We never planned things; all what happened between us was a result of affection & the sense of attraction that we both shared. I was happy after a long time that I had somebody to call my own, somebody whom I trusted & somebody who’d always be standing by my side… I guess I had started falling for him, or maybe not, I never really gave it a thought because his presence was very special to me.
But destiny is a bitch, the person interpreted me in a way which led to misunderstandings and the bond which was unbreakable started shaking, there were knots now in the friendship that once bloomed like the flowers in the spring.
Well this wasn’t a thing which I was not used to, it happened all the time… the person I’d love had to leave me in one way or the other, either it had to be the loss of friendship or it had to be the death of this feeling which was once a thought which kept me going, to be with him all my life.
Yet again I reach to the same conclusion; one comes alone & has to leave alone. There can be nobody who’d not break your heart while you all you can do in return is smile….
(I still have to decipher did I just consider him as a friend or I did really fell in love with him?)
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