So, I was talking to a friend about secrets, and I realized
something which never struck me before. A secret that we keep from the society, holding that secret
is a secret too. First we try to protect something from everybody around us, we
try to conceal or pretend to be unaware of the existence of the secret we keep.
We try acting, hiding the emotions, every time somebody brings up that topic or
something which might lead to it, we change the flow, we give the ongoing
discussion a new direction.
Keeping secrets requires a lot of patience, it requires the
art of holding things, guarding them in the walls of your heart, and letting
nothing but your morals and sense of judgement restrict you from letting it go,
from letting it slip at unwanted places.
Secrets, building a secret route to hide the secret, another
secret in itself.
Some people build their life around secrets, while some die
protecting theirs.